It's been snowing here for over 50 hours straight. itty bitty stinging snow, big fat snowflakes, super wet snow/rain/sleet snow, you name it. That has driven loads of people into Canto for our hot chocolate. We hear all kinds of excuses: "We just read about it on boston.com" (this is true: http://www.boston.com/thingstodo/family/gallery/boston_hot_chocolate?pg=6) or "I just spent 2 hours shoveling, I earned myself some hot chocolate".
I'm getting to like seeing all the regulars. from the guys up the street who come in and announce "I have 15,000 games on my computer" to the 4:30 order of "Two large medium roast coffees with 2 shots of espresso each (on rough days, it's three shots each), and a large hot chocolate with whole milk". This one gets a tray, hot chocolate in the middle do distinguish it, and tape over all the mouth holes so it doesn't spill on the way up the stairs. The mailwoman comes in for hot chocolate on cold days in the middle of her route, and another guy comes for a sandwich at 5pm - his own special alteration of a sandwich on the menu. There are the folks who live down the block, the guys from the bike place a block over and the policemen from across the street, all mixing here.

This is what a bakery is. In the book I read this fall by Helen Nearing, she describes how she needs a coffeeshop or library or someplace for “fellowship”. It’s what community means to me: a place where, despite the cheesiness, “everyone knows your name”. I feel like it’s harder to create in the city. It’s what I had at the food project, and it makes it harder and harder to leave Boston again. From the bakery I go home to my roommates on Elm, where I know not only my apartment but everyone in the whole house. We borrow food and movies from apartment 2, we have potlucks and barbecues and play scattergories and set. We know an apartment in the next building over in one direction (where we went for new years last year), and now the family on the other side (the mom came over to help us stop a fire alarm, stayed an hour for some wine, finally brought her 5-year-old over so he could meet us and have a safe place to come if he ever got locked out).
Last night I had a dream about the old house in Gaithersburg. I ran up the stairs, jumped up and touched the light in the hallway, impressing my mom. I woke up in a panic because I couldn’t remember where we kept the plates. But I could still remember where the snacks were (in the dream, i found the cabinet stocked with oreo pudding – I don’t think I’ve ever had that). It made me really excited to see my family for Christmas!



